My Bank Card !!

Recently i have been posting pics more than writing cos basically not getting the time !!!:) But this is something which i had to put to explain how difficult my name is and why I stick to "Joey" or "JOJO" ...... I bet a lot of people don't even know till date that my name is Subhayou Nayak .... And my Bank people went one step ahead and ruined it even more. So go ahead have a laugh at my expense !! I always do whenever I withdraw money !!

My first try at buying something like this !!

I know I am not alone !!

Last night i finally took the time off to watch this movie and was really turned by the idea to do something like this ...... maybe someday !! helping people !! Especially loved the way the Israeli soldier at the Green Line said

" Do you think i want to be here ??? "

" Do you think i don't want to be at home for three weeks ??"

"I like my home.I want to be with my mother,my sister,my brother"

"They love me . I don't want to be here !!!"

"I do this for one reason. Because I love my country !!"

" I want my mother to go to work and not die. I want my sister to go to school and not be scared"

Amazing stuff

If you wanna buy the DVD here is the link

http://www.iknowimnotalone.com/

Another 11th April !!

Happy Birthday to me !!

For me happiness is defined as the little moments of joys from the small things. And since I sit alone in my room writing this blog and drinking some disgusting alcohol which is worse than alcohol you must have tried I wonder am I really happy?? I have A good pay, work in the time of recession, a home, company paid car blah blah blah!! Why am I not fucking happy!! Why is that everyday I wake up and feel I would throw it all away for happiness!! Happy Fucking Bday to me !!

JUNIORS and SENIORS

I have had some of the best juniors in the world!!! And I am really happy when one of them called me yesterday out of the blue!! Just to say hi!! !I mean my seniors I am still in touch with most of them and they taught me sooooo much and have been there since the ups and downs!!! And now I did exactly what they taught me with my juniors!! I just wanted to be one of those seniors who was a good guy amongst his juniors someone they might remember!! And most of them do!!! They also remember me as the guys who used to get drunk and pass the bottle around!! Anyways last night Ayush called me suddenly out of the blue and it was amazing since was kindaa down and needed some human touch!! And this I guess was it!! Really nice on his part!! He’s doing well and we talked about the good old times!! There have been tons of juniors I can’t forget and writing all their names would mean hurting others whom I forget so let’s just remember the time the whole gang came over to meet me in Bangalore!! And the time when I went back and they went crazy drunk with me!! The good times with my juniors something I won’t forget!!! Amazing!! And also my seniors also!! Recently I read blog about a certain vehicle which was part of my life in College and not my Honda VFR 400 RR…. It was something less intimidating!! But I can never forget the time we rode it wherever we went!! And also the rooms I used to invite myself to steal those laddoo’s when I was in college on B block!! Amazing!! I wish I could go back to those days!! Touché to those amazing seniors and juniors who made my life so amazing!!

Our English Teachers!!

This was during my placement classes in college!! I hated going for them as they were really boring and also no enthusiasm. But then I just started going randomly for this girl I wanted to see!! Her name was Archana Taunk. Oh God what a big mistake that was !!!:P Anyways coming back I joined Group 1 I think it was called and we had an amazing time there !! Let me give you an instance.

Amrita Mam: Ok what is the one thing which a woman expects from a man to make her happy??

Class: Vague Answers

Amrita Mam: Ok Try Again

Class including me: Vague Answers

Amrita Mam: Do you guys want a hint??

Class: Yes!!! (In chorus)

Amrita Mam: It starts with the letter “S”.

Me: Hee heheheh ehehehe (Giving the dirtiest grin on the planet in the first bench of the class.)

Amrita Mam: No Jojo, it’s not what you think it is. It’s sensibility.

Class: hahahahaha hohohoho hahahahohohoh (Laughing their heads off)

Jojo: Bullshit its Sex (Inside my head!!!)

Anyways this was how the classes continued and there was a mutual dislike for Mr. Shastri (my local guardian) :P which the teachers didn’t show but the subtle signs were ever present. And also I never attended the Math’s classes. Didn’t like the idiot who taught me cos once I was late and I asked if I could come in and he said no you cant and I said fine no problem and left.

Well after such a long time I actually had the opportunity to speak to one of them recently. Amrita Mam actually…..It was amazing noting that these people were the ones who made us grow into what we are!! Amrita,Suchi,Alpita !!! And I know not many people might remember them but at least I know they left a mark in the lives of people at least the ones whom I know!! Interesting is the fact that they did with such ease that it left me wondering is his what they have been sent to do …. I mean I have never seen them get angry or anything and they were very calm!!! Too calm actually …. Hmmmmm Anyways they are the best people to have around you when you know you wanna some moral boost or even a kind listening ear. Kudos to these knights in shining armor!! ….

Trainspotting !!

“Choose life. Choose a job. Choose a career. Choose a family. Choose a fucking big television, Choose washing machines, cars, compact disc players, and electrical tin openers. Choose good health, low cholesterol and dental insurance. Choose fixed-interest mortgage repayments. Choose a starter home. Choose your friends. Choose leisure wear and matching luggage. Choose a three piece suite on hire purchase in a range of fucking fabrics. Choose DIY and wondering who the fuck you are on a Sunday morning. Choose sitting on that couch watching mind-numbing spirit-crushing game shows, stuffing fucking junk food into your mouth. Choose rotting away at the end of it all, pissing your last in a miserable home, nothing more than an embarrassment to the selfish, fucked-up brats you have spawned to replace yourself. Choose your future. Choose life . . . But why would I want to do a thing like that? I chose not to choose life: I chose something else. And the reasons? There are no reasons. Who need reasons when you’ve got heroin?”

Amazing words which haunt till you are done with the movie !!! I watched it maybe for the 50th time last night and these words haunt if you really grasp the true meaning and symbolism in them. But it differs from person to person on what message they decide to choose from this !!