For the last couple of days I have been thinking how people are chasing their dreams and to what extenet they are ready to go. Being married or not married but doing what they love. But in the last week or so I have been thinking !! How far have I gone to fulfil my dreams !! Have I done enough?? Not really is what I feel!! Depressed and broken down I didn’t give up after the first Mandala Project but after the second one I decided that I will surely pull it through!! However it now doesn’t seem that it is going to happen !! I feel that dreams these days are not that easy to complete !! You have peer pressure, parental pressure etc. The only respite from all of his is Soni who has dedicatedly worked to support me but now even she thinks I am a bit crazy!! Anyways with so many things and a lot fo people looking towards me to act responsibly I have decided that I should simply crush my dreams and move forward!! I know it is not the best thing and something which I would never do but somehow looking at the circumstances I am forced to act in this way. Cheers to an extremely boring life ahead !!