Boring !!

Last couple of weeks has been crazy for me as I have been working and compensating for two people at work. And since our bosses think we are just cheap Indian slaves it gets worse by the day. Although I learned a lot in the last few weeks it’s not something great!!

Coming back a lot of people have been bitching about me not staying in touch or not being interesting enough!! When I was interesting people had complaints that I was not committed and focused. Come on people!! One thing at a time!! I am now working hard and crazy cos very frankly I want something in life and people who truly know me how disgustingly obsessive I become when I have something to achieve may it be something as simple as having a college barbecue or getting that ever eluding cd or vinyl. I believe life for me at least is too short and I have huge ambitions and I will do anything and I mean absolutely anything to get what I deserve. I think working hard is just an excuse people hide behind. Working hard is just one half of it. Next comes smartness, luck and various other things!! Can’t explain it to everyone but its not just about Hard work always and I hate the fact that people whom I am doing this for come back and say that I am not interesting a.k.a Soni!! I mean come on I am doing everything expected from me . Working hard, leading an extremely normal working class life and getting a pretty decent salary!! If I am being looked as being Boring I am fine with it!! I will sacrifice anything and everything to obtain what I want in life!! And I already have!! I have lost some of my best friends whom I just stay in touch through email. I have missed out on my traveling and meeting new people!! Most of all I have sacrificed my music!! And not being interesting is another one to that list!! But I am ok with it!! Cos eventually I will get what I deserve!! I will do anything to reach where I want to be!!